On Sunday Josh left for Easley with Alli, which means that they're at Brett and Liz's with David, spending three whole days role playing. I absolutely hate that I can't be there. Five of my favorite people in the world are all in the same house, doing one of my favorite things, and I can't be there; at least when I return in the fall I'll be able to appreciate simple things like that more.
I just hate being left out, then again, it's not like they really have a choice- I'm over 800 miles away. I guess I'm just having a hard time dealing with the fact that while I'm miserable at home, wishing I was with my best friends, life goes on the same for them without me. It just makes me feel so replaceable, and well, alone. It sucks.
Thankfully camp starts next week, and I also hit my halfway point- I'll have as many weeks until my return as I have spent away. I just pray that this last half of the summer goes by faster than the past seven weeks have.
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