Fear

Fact: I hate being alone.

And no, not in the "I always have to have a boyfriend" afraid to be alone, but in the "I freak out at the thought of having to sleep in a house by myself" alone. That is the true reason why Josh stays with me so often- because being by myself scares the living daylights out of me. I'm just always afraid something bad will happen, and at least if I have someone else with me, I'll at least have someone else to go through everything with. It may be an irrational fear, but it's the biggest fear I have, and I hate it.