Since I've gotten home from Lourdes my mom has asked me twice to stay home another week, which is absolutely pointless. I don't have a job here, they're already paying rent on my apartment, I'm doing nothing productive, I'm miserable here, and I have to leave at some point anyways. However, my mom wants me to stay so she has someone to talk to that's not my dad.
And then tonight my dad asked me to transfer to Syracuse because he "misses me when I'm not home". While the sentiment is sweet, I'm tired of my parents trying to guilt me into staying in New York. I do not like it here. I'm only here because I have to be. I'm almost 20 anyways, it's time that I move out on my own- I have to leave the nest at some point.
I am happier in Rock Hill than I've ever been in my entire life, and I'm not about to let my parents, or anyone for that matter, to take that away from me. I deserve to be happy goddammit.
But hey, at least I'll be back in Rock Hill in 4 days. :) yay!
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